thirty.

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:)))

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nothing left, nothing to lose

"nothing left nothing to lose"

(p) aug 2006-jan 2009


"when you're born into trouble you live the blues" (c)

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@настроение:

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"no way out"

untitled mp3 (demo)

@музыка: xvs - Untitled__beta151008_2

@настроение: depressed

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to whom it May

тут так вот както вышло, что у меня вот опять ДР близится
вот буквально на носу (и на потолке)

по этому поводу если вдруг есть желание, то приползайте сказать мне чегонить завтра (27 маю) начиная с 18.00 в секстон, он же байк-центр в мневниках
а если приедете в районе часов 20 (ну тоесть не позжее 20), то есть все шансы увидеть и услышать меня (и не только) в обнимку с гетаром на сцене
ибо на после предположить таргет обнимки сложно

ну там на всякий случай можно сообщить, что на день рождения пришли
(ну эт если вдруг спросят)

"куда и как переться, есличо"

добраться можно на катке, пешком, на тракторе, а можно просто городским транспортом -
от м. Октябрьское Поле: тролл. 19, авт. 691, маршрутка 19
от м. Полежаевская: авт. 271, маршрутках 581м, 391м
от м. Молодёжная: авт. 691
от м. Крылатское: тролл. 19, маршрутка 271
ехать до остановки "Байк-центр" (ну, минут 10 наверное)

если ехать от Октябрьского поля, то выходить надо на улицу Народного Ополчения к улице Маршала Мерецкова - это северный вестибюль (т.е. первый вагон из центра), налево;
схема станции тут: www.mosmetro.ru/files/1029049406456ec28929285/o....

там чета наерна еще надо было сказать, не помню, lurk moar

типакарта:


парковка там вдоль забора отсюда и до сливашлюза, так что можно и зарулить без проблеммов, если совсем трезвенники :)

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пиздец кокой-то

вот так не попишешь не попишешь
а тебя хуяк - и попытаются в архив подмять

не, пиздец...

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this time - in black-n-white!

youtube.com/watch?v=3ZsiddFrxGg



also download: instrumental/karaoke (in .rar)


genre: psychedelic chanson

back vocal: Trent Reznor
additional back vocal + guitar + misc shit: Anton LeNIN (aka dfiend)

No Synthesizers Used.

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i got my valenok in hi-def ultrarealism!

russian survivalism (rar) (jpg)
(genre: psychedelic chanson)

back vocal: Trent Reznor
additional back vocal + guitar + misc shit: Anton LeNIN

No Synthesizers Used.

@музыка: xvs - russian survivalism (balalaika overdrive mix)

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гарум чи натунак митис!

белье постирал

посуду помыл

квартиру убрал

чай заварил

систему переустановил





ЧТО ЖЕ ТЫ ДЕЛАЕШЬ СО МНОЙ ЕБУЧЕЕ ПОХМЕЛЬЕ!!!!!!!!!1111





зы. и даже зачемто помыл бошку, наивно надеясь, что отпустит, при условии, что горячей воды нет

НЕ СПАСЛО

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happy birthday to me :P

1. Xvs - Where Did Old Friends Go? (3:48)
2. Xvs - Snow (Bass Mix) (1:55)
3. Xvs - Right Beside (2:54)
4. Xvs - Between Clouds and the Ground (Alt Mix) (3:32)
5. Xvs - Dream in Flight (4:53)
6. Xvs - Places (3:18)
7. Xvs - And It Spins Around (2:46)
8. Xvs - If You've Changed (4:41)
9. Xvs - It's Still Autumn (4:05)
10. Xvs - S. (FPL Mix) (4:02)
11. Xvs - Cat, Who've Lost His Mistress (2:21)
12. Xvs - War-Me (3:28)

full album, rar

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а кстати ведь...

воистину, да



(и пофик что боян %))

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it's still autumn

"it's still autumn"

it's still autumn



we've skipped another hundred miles

yet we haven't gone so far

we've lived another bunch of lifes

and gives a names to million stars

but something's beating in my heart

and makes me warm from deep inside

and there's still autumn



yes it's still autumn

and i'm still breathing morning air

it's still autumn

but butterflies are everywhere

and i'm still able steal my sun

from other million billions eyes

and it's still autumn



and i still wanna to exchange

all world's treasures for your kiss

and i still waiting for you there

i stand before you on my knees

i am as speechless as a fish

yet i'm unable to confess

and hardly hiding strongest wish

i float around in happiness



it's still autumn

it's still autumn

yes - it's still autumn



the trees are leaveless frosty things

is it autumn - or it spring?

and wind is playing with my wings

i don't care what can it bring

yet we've increased year's count

and there's another hill to mount

and it's still autumn



i am remember how is was -

is it flashback or deja vu?

but it's another's weight of cares

'cos i've got other point of view

we're watching sun in morning sky

that rising slowly off the night

and it's still autumn



it's still autumn

and i'm still breathing morning air

it's still autumn

but butterflies are everywhere

and i'm still able steal my sun

from other million billions eyes

and it's still autumn



and i still wanna to exchange

all world's treasure for your kiss

and i still waiting for you there

i stand before you on my knees

i am as speechless as a fish

yet i'm unable to confess

and hardly hiding strongest wish

i fly around in happiness



it's still autumn

it's still autumn

yes - it's still autumn




>> it's still autumn -- 5,7mb

@музыка: xvs - it's still autumn

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ыыы..%))

С НАСТУПАЮЩИМ 2008-м ГОДОМ!!!!!11111111

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if you've changed

"if you've changed"

if you've changed



if you've changed your mind

please tell me lie

don't tell me the truth this time



i don't want interrupt

my sweet lullaby

where i'm yours and you are mine



give me a photograph

give me a dream

i want to believe that it's still like it was before



if you've changed your mind...

i still love you more and more



if you've changed your way

and don't want to wait

just let me have one last kiss



if you've found your path

and going away

then go - i cannot resist



i'll be with my memories

left in my blues

i've got a tattoo with your name on my heart



if you've changed your way - i wish you love

and an easy road from the start





if you've changed your mind

please tell me lie

don't tell me the truth this time



i don't want interrupt

my sweet lulluby

where i'm yours and you are mine



give me a photograph

give me a dream

i want to believe that it's still like it was before





but if you'll change your mind...

i'll be waiting for you at the door




>> "if you've changed" demo song -- 6,1mb

04:38

bass + fm7 + synth + acid 6

@музыка: xvs - if you've changed

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плотоядно предвкушая ^__^

ФИИИИББЕР ХАААЛООООСЫЙ!!! ^__^



)

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та-дах!

бля, КАКАЯ ЖЕ ОХУИТЕЛЬНЕЙШАЯ ГРОЗИЩЩА!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111111111OMG



/промок насквозь/

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dream in flight

"dream in flight"

dream in flight



once you've had a dream and it was like a sun
you've though of it that it can be a lot of fun
now think of other life, think if you've had a chance
to get rid of all those things that doesn't make a sence

what it would be like if you'll by mistake
stripped one thing off and your life catched a shake
one small thing that you dreamed about before
thing that you loved, thing that you adore

once you've found a way to build a better life
you're forgot about that thing and become very rife
nine-to-five mantra has become your normal state
got yourself riding round lying figure of eight
lying figure of eight...
of eight...

   my dear friend, a bird in the hand is just an illusion
   dream in flight, don't leave it alone, it needs your attention
   my dear friend, a little bit more intention and fusion
   take my hand, let's build a new world in whole new dimension

now that you are busy doing things living life
with one side of a nature lost itself in a strife
the clouds of depression got the color of a blue
and it only helps your body generate a revenue

when you listen to yourself - silence only makes you scream
and behind the closed eyelids you see shapes of a dream
but you see - on timeline there's no place for second take
and you've got that growing feeling that you've somewhere made mistake

you are falling down the tube to the center of your mind
cannot stop it, cannot drive or make a move of any kind
falling down to nowhere you are scream with fright
you will only close your eyes and still you see the tunnel light
see the tunnel lights...
the lights...

   my dear friend, a bird in the hand is just an illusion
   dream in flight, don't leave it alone, it needs your attention
   my dear friend, a little bit more intention and fusion
   take my hand, let's build a new world in whole new dimension

forged faces that i face on street every day
empty, faithless and delusive, yet it is okay
broken mirror is the icon that i pray once again
i'm a sliver, i surrender and obey

i've seen so many people catched themselves in a cage
now i'm looking at myself in the mirrors of the stage
maybe this is better place to begin a new part?
maybe somewhere in this lights your dream wanna start?

maybe you are strong enought to awake from a sleep?
maybe you are still remember how to get a right grip?
maybe you are nearly ready for initial tune up?
maybe it's time to rebuild all that you've suddenly fucked up?
or you're too fucked up?..

   my dear friend, a bird in the hand is just an illusion
   dream in flight, don't leave it alone, it needs your attention
   my dear friend, a little bit more intention and fusion
   take my hand, let's build a new world in whole new dimension


>> dream in flight demo song -- 5,8mb
04:55

jazz bass + yamaha synth + acid 5

@музыка: xvs - dream in flight

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впереди виден дым, позади - пустота

этот мир - для других, та дорога - не та

много слов, мало дел, море тяжких оков

позабытый раздел старой магии снов

лист желтеет, летя; день сереет с утра

как симфония лиц - тонкий писк комара

как стандарт бытия - суррогат чистоты

и холодное "вы" вместо теплого "ты"

как дитя потерявшись в пространстве вокруг

руку в воздух, в надежде, что рядом есть друг

начиная с утра жить с пустого листа

впереди виден дым, позади - пустота...